Hey Prophet,this one goes out for u.
the lines by Metallica that u quoted in one of ur comments prompted me to write a poem.Here I consider the emotions of the boy of the sequence...sometimes things r not just the same!!

Today is the day i lost all
she said nothing but still said all
Her boggy eyez spoke aloud
that I was the one
Yes I was the one, who broke her heart.

A last together.. our last meeting..
some broken lines, my words still with me.
All were quiet, everything died
In the growing silence of that dead old ship.

A deluge broke upon my head
I saw her leaving, her eyez still red.
Her words still rumbling in me
I wish all that was a horrible dream.

Her black matted beautiful hair
I wanted to brush them off her face
move my hand & wipe her tears
touch her flannel n embrace her fear.

But I did nothing,I stood dead still
Coz i was ashamed of what i did
with these very smudgy hands that i have
I strangled our love till it was dead

I dug a pit for my own fall
n i'll lay here as i get my final call.
here i'll be lulled to sleep
Maybe only then i cud fall asleep.

-unforgiven

Does Time Heal All ??

They say time heals all
a wound on skin or the hurt of heart
Time is said to heal all
Am waiting for that time
when ur memories will fade away
And my life will find a new way.

Its not that I am sad
But am not happy even
I talk to people, laugh with them
But still waiting for that time
When no longer I would feel u near
And the mirage would finally dissapear.

Its not that am dying without u
My life can proceed that way
but u'll alwayz remain a missing piece
a piece i lost walking through a long day..
Still waiting for that time
When no longer i would long for that part
And my life would get a new head-start.

A painful transition has been all my way
the starz in my eyez r now my tears
and seeing u ever again is now my biggest fear
Am waiting for that time
When the tears will get dried
& a new day will bring a true smile.

A sooty raindrop trickled down my pane,
In a way it was a semblance of my lane
A broken, rough, zig-zag lane,
getting narrower day by day.

Here I am left all alone
with a pen,paper n everlasting pain.
Its coz i lost something down the lane
A missing part that i'll never attain.

Am i just a nobody for you??
Or have i lost the place once I owned ?
Whatever it is, now I can't even complain,
U r not with me to share my pain.

I can't even get u away from my thought
U r intact deep inside my heart.
Sad n broken I cried to God
Why is it me who's always put to test?
then i realised that a blend of sugar n spice,
Is actually what we call Life!!

Am No More...

Here i lie flat on my bed,
feeling as if am almost dead.
No emotions, nothing's left,
I lie broken, ruing my act.
No longer can i endure myself
This morbid feeling needs an end.

Poring over a painting on my wall
I see I had painted my own fall.
a girl is running, her hand held high
snapping aloud before his horse may fly.
An arid essence fills my room
as i lay here awaiting my doom.

Moving my head off that wall
I saw u standing nex to my hall.
But am not happy
am rather afraid, if i'll move u'll vanish away.
O plz stay there, forever there
let my soul leave me, feeling u here.

Sometimes things are not just the same....

I remember the day,when we first met
Together made a stay at the old ship deck.

Frozen memories of the past linger
Gazing at the sky,pointing our finger.

When u first said 'u love',it brought me a tear
When u were there to chase away my fear.

When I saw the world looking in your eyez,
And knitted dreams of varying size.

With you by me,I could work a wonder,
In you I confide,my dreams deep under.

Those giggles,those smiles that filled our day,
When locking in your arms brightened my day.

Something happened,it did happen
Dayz passed but fervency didn't dampen.

Now,
You are still here,am still here
But the love we felt is no more there.

You shook my trust,you broke me off
what i thought a paragon was a tawdry show-off

Nex to me you are sitting again
Holding the pieces you once disdain.

You again make a promise of love unpaired
But a broken trust can never be repaired.

You made a move with your touch grown so cold
I waggle a bit to escape your hold.

The tear now i have is the outcome of pain
And never again i might feel love again.

I don't want to cry coz of its end.
I want to smile as once it happened.

The hurt of a broken heart won't dissapear overnight,
But someday,somehow things will turn allright.

Not everyone is bold enough to emanate his feelings.
un-expressed love,hidden feelings,burning desires importune the soul within to let them out,but somehow somewhere a fear sprangs up..its the the fear of REJECTION...this is the fear that abstains a person to speak out..speak out his words..n things become obscure.
he asks....Don't i deserve love jus coz am too shy??


INSIDE
Trapped inside me,
Is a little life's desire;
You are sitting by me,
And seeing the life retire.

My mind asks my heart,
Why don't you say?
Quietly said my heart,
Coz he may go away!!

The fear of rejection,
Is killing me;
I want a solution
to be a happier me.

I don't want my words
To die a silent death;
And lay here unsaid,
emblazoning ur epithet.

A grimmy thought embroils me,
I see you sway away;
And my words going along me
As they never found a way.

Can't you see it in my eyes,
Read it on my face;
The hurt of a broken me,
That's setting me ablaze.

I wish i had the courage,
To hush in your ear;
Step out this sombre stage,
n say, i love you my dear.