Am No More...

Here i lie flat on my bed,
feeling as if am almost dead.
No emotions, nothing's left,
I lie broken, ruing my act.
No longer can i endure myself
This morbid feeling needs an end.

Poring over a painting on my wall
I see I had painted my own fall.
a girl is running, her hand held high
snapping aloud before his horse may fly.
An arid essence fills my room
as i lay here awaiting my doom.

Moving my head off that wall
I saw u standing nex to my hall.
But am not happy
am rather afraid, if i'll move u'll vanish away.
O plz stay there, forever there
let my soul leave me, feeling u here.

Sometimes things are not just the same....

I remember the day,when we first met
Together made a stay at the old ship deck.

Frozen memories of the past linger
Gazing at the sky,pointing our finger.

When u first said 'u love',it brought me a tear
When u were there to chase away my fear.

When I saw the world looking in your eyez,
And knitted dreams of varying size.

With you by me,I could work a wonder,
In you I confide,my dreams deep under.

Those giggles,those smiles that filled our day,
When locking in your arms brightened my day.

Something happened,it did happen
Dayz passed but fervency didn't dampen.

Now,
You are still here,am still here
But the love we felt is no more there.

You shook my trust,you broke me off
what i thought a paragon was a tawdry show-off

Nex to me you are sitting again
Holding the pieces you once disdain.

You again make a promise of love unpaired
But a broken trust can never be repaired.

You made a move with your touch grown so cold
I waggle a bit to escape your hold.

The tear now i have is the outcome of pain
And never again i might feel love again.

I don't want to cry coz of its end.
I want to smile as once it happened.

The hurt of a broken heart won't dissapear overnight,
But someday,somehow things will turn allright.