Am No More...

Here i lie flat on my bed,
feeling as if am almost dead.
No emotions, nothing's left,
I lie broken, ruing my act.
No longer can i endure myself
This morbid feeling needs an end.

Poring over a painting on my wall
I see I had painted my own fall.
a girl is running, her hand held high
snapping aloud before his horse may fly.
An arid essence fills my room
as i lay here awaiting my doom.

Moving my head off that wall
I saw u standing nex to my hall.
But am not happy
am rather afraid, if i'll move u'll vanish away.
O plz stay there, forever there
let my soul leave me, feeling u here.